On not Being the Last Bird to Sing
my child’s face, stretched
in pain like a Noh mask, relaxes
and she sleeps at last,
leaving the land around us
to lie awake under a crust of stars
that mists the sky with light like
the illuminated face of a watch.
On the hillside, a hare plays
at radar as the night’s deep silence
turns slowly until dawn runs a different story,
summoning left-over birds – so faint,
so few – to stitch a thin tapestry,
self-conscious in their loneliness,
cutting the threads too soon,
not wanting to be remembered only
as the last bird to sing.
My child wakes and, seeing me,
she smiles.
